Today I spent time with my family that I normally do not. Visited my dad. Helped my sister with her homework. Watched a movie with the two of them.
Tomorrow I’ll do some yoga after work. Pick up my sister from class. Take a nap. The day after I’ll see my friend’s band play!
I’ll make yoga or being active part of my everyday routine. Spend less time here. Read a little more. I’ve fallen into too many slumps lately. Even if I know I’ll feel better in an hour, a day, on the weekend— it’s happening too much for comfort so I’m trying to do something good for myself and be proactive I guess. I don’t think there’s any one cause, but I’m taking a break from some major influences. Clearing my head. I’ll be good again soon enough.
thank you, Valerie! :D
1.) Have you ever had any kind of supernatural experience?
I am honestly skeptical but there are times when I’ve felt more presence than just my own in a place, and it’s usually positive. Like in the forest or some place where I am by myself and feeling particularly peaceful. I’ve had dreams of recently passed family as well. Usually of a “final goodbye” nature. That’s about it.
2.) What pisses you off?
Many things. Being patronized or having someone generally act rudely toward me when it is completely uncalled for. Cruelty, harassment. Not being trusted. Getting “hit on”.
3.) What is guaranteed to make you laugh?
Some forms of immature humor…. I just can’t stop myself. Also animals getting stuff stuck on them or otherwise being dumb.
4.) What are your spiritual beliefs? (If you have none, why is that?)
I do not believe in a god. I don’t really believe in an afterlife. I’d like to believe in magic. I would like to have reason to believe loved ones are reincarnated and that I too will come back eventually but I often feel a lot of spiritual beliefs are just to comfort people in the face of a boring, scary, cold reality. That our consciousness is brief and insignificant and that’s all there is to this life.
*sprinkles sunshine and rainbows*
5.) Has anyone you loved ever died?
yes. a number of folks. my grandparents, my aunt, my cousin, my cat(s). i wish i could just cap the list there.
6.) If you could teleport anywhere right now, where would it be?
uh. there was a place that immediately came to mind but i don’t wanna say….
a-a secret. <__< shhh
7.) What’s the furthest away from home you have ever been?
8.) What did you want to be when you grew up?
A veterinarian so I could save all the animals.
9.) Do you get along well with your family?
I pick and choose who I communicate with at this point. I wish I could cut some more out of my life at times, but it can be difficult.
10.) What’s your ideal romantic partner like?
A good person. Someone I respect and admire. Someone I find funny and feel comfortable just being around. A responsive lover. Somebody who won’t hate to listen to my dramatic play-by-plays of my not-so-bad-after-all days. I feel weird answering this, haha. I have a general outline of qualities that would be nice but preferably said partner will surprise me with who they are.
11.) What are you passionate about?
Making myself happy. Being good to others as much as I can, even if I’m tired, even if I’m grumpy, even if they’re being mean to me. Enjoying the life I have. I don’t really know other than that.
And then I think, “Pipe dreams.”
Got my hair cut! It’s a sideways asymmetrical style. The girl who cut my hair was great. So happy to have that extra weight off now that the weather is warming up. I think my hair will be even wavier now that it’s not being weighed down any more, which is nice. Really happy! Just what I needed!